Monday, 8 July 2013

chapter 4

enjoy..
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previously..

with that we went from screaming and shouting to complete silence .. i? i just walked away silently with tears in my eyes..

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" i didnt feel like going home so i just decided to walk around the neighborhood..and that made me think.. bader? loves me? me? he loves me ? it might be a crush! i cant risk going through all this again..i just cant"

i decided to have a vacation i relaxing one .. i decided to go to Germany to be specific Essen its not that much of a popular place but since i own a house there then y not? its quite and awesome there..

when i got home i walking over to my laptop and booked a one way ticket i honestly dont know till when am i going to stay there after i finished my booking i decided to pack and leave an outfit for uni 2morow and then the airport since im going straight after uni..when i was done i decided to skip dinner and slept..

woke up next morning took a relaxing shower got dressed curled me hair and was ready to go..i wasn't planning to attend any of my classes i just wanted to give the dc. a letter that im leaving for couple of days..when i was few steps away from class i saw a familiar guy standing next to the door ..guess who?

it was bader..i wanted to ignore his presence but pft FAIL!!

bader: samar shloonch..?

me: good

bader: your late 

me: i know 

bader: ur not in a hurry as usual 

me: nope , im not 

i noticed that he was staring at the letter in my hand or actually reading it 

bader: so whats that?

me: is it your business ?  

bader: um no sorry 

me: thats better

i knocked on the door and entered i apologized for disturbing the class and asked to see the teacher out side .. we stepped out of the class and i can see bader close enough to hear the conversation that was going on ..

me: i just wanted to tell u that im travelling today and i dont know for how long in the letter i just gave u my e-mail is there if you would please send me my homework on it and ill figure things out

dc: yeah sure 

me: thankyou 

with that the dc went back to class and i was about to leave when bader came and stood in front of me blocking my way

bader: you're leaving?

me: yes

bader: why ??????

me: cuz i want to 

bader: are u coming back ?

me: well i dont know 

bader: at least tell me where and when ?

me: today @3pm

bader: samar please i need to talk to u 

me: im sorry but i dont have time .. i have to go 

after that i left .. the look on his face broke my heart in to pieces but i didnt have any other choice .. " please forgive me" 

2Pm i made my way out of my apartment with my bag locking the door and making sure i didnt forget anything  made my way outside to the taxi and was off to the airport .. after the airports stuff i had to do i was finally seated on the airplane's 1st class seat .. there was an old man seated next to me but then he got up and i sensed some one sitting on he seat beside me i thought it was the old man but i was surprised so surprised to find bader sitting next to me holding my hand and looking at me with teary eyes..i shoved his hand off of mine..

me: what are u doing here ?

bader: you need to listen to me 

me: i wont listen leave me alone 

bader: i wont just please listen 

me: GN

i faced the window and started tearing " true i have feelings for him but i have to hide it i cant risk it i just cant ! " 

when we arrived and exited the airplane i went got my bag and was off to my house .." where is bader staying ? will he be okay? most of them here dont sppeak english or the know english but dont want to help .. ughh" i remembered that i had his phone number i prayed that it is working and called .. i waited and waited an.. 6oo6 6oo6 YES ringing 

..: hallo ?

me: hallo .. bader?

..:Sind Sie der Typ Frau ist? ( are you the guy's wife? )


me: ja ( yes)

..: bekam er in einem schlimmen Autounfall, er ist jetzt im Krankenhaus. ( he got in to a bad car accident he's in the hospital now.)

me: WAT? ( WHAT?)Bitte gib mir die Anschrift! ( PLEASE GIVE ME THE ADDRESS)

..: **************

ME: DANKE ( THANX)

i stormed to the hospitla and asked about him they told me the room number and i rushed to him .. i peeked from the window on the door he looked heart breaking his head was wrapped he had scars all over his body the doctor came out of his room .. 

dc: hello 

me: hello 

dc: you speak english?

me: yes .. please tell me is he alright ? 

dc: are you his wife ? 

me: yes yes i am 

dc: the car accident was severe i think he'll be in a coma for sometime 

me: what why ?? was it that bad ?? 

dc: yes .. im sorry 

me: can i see him ?

dc: sure but dont take long he needs some rest 

me: thankyou 

i entered the room and started sobbing like no tomorrow..

TO BE CONTINUED ..
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